Sunday, March 8, 2009

The training


On the training of O video we watched, she was given a leather collar as her first gift. Do you remember? She was told that leather was something to be earned, and that good behaviour would earn her more.
You've been a good girl.
Such a good girl.
Beautiful.

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

seeking safety

Its still an unknown territory.........
Its a fantasy that caused a certain amount of negative feelings as it started to become a reality
Its a book that may never be opened again
We don't know how to go about a "third" or an "extra" as she so matter of factly said.
I am not sure I want to follow any specific rules laid out by anyone else.
But I do know that he cannot choose for me like I thought
So much for being submissive =P
Our curiosity continues as a friendship develops with a lesbian and her culture of friends and lovers.
I am open to the possibilities

Saturday, December 20, 2008

I'll just put this here, an S&M post-it note.

She

She's the dominant type, my dear.
She enjoyed giving orders, I could hear it in her voice as I danced with my broom. It was cute but not a turn on.
I wondered how she played with her boys, subservient and cowering - because she must have played at some time. What brought her to not wanting men at all, for so long, even at the risk of being alone. How could anyone not want anything from the opposite sex at all.
Dancing, grinding. I am not a dancer but there were those moments when we were on the floor and our rhythms suddenly matched. And it was easy, it was natural. And it said we are good together. It told everybody, and they knew it, and they looked as long as they comfortably could, and then looked away, jaws open, amazed, excited, surprised, embarrassed.
I didn't care. Let them be uncomfortable. They'll think of us, some of them, when they lie in bed tonight and wake up in the morning. Holding you, the curves of your legs, hips, breasts. My hands on your stomach and ass, holding you to me as we rock on the dance floor, surrounded by people everywhere, strangers, the smell of sex and sweat and hot pussy as I raise your wrists to the ceiling.
And they'll come, thinking.

Thursday, December 4, 2008

Filthy woman.


Fantasy girl.

Wednesday, November 26, 2008